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“It isn't enough for your heart to break because everybody's heart is broken now.” -Allen Ginsberg

Sunday, January 6, 2008

Here I Am Again

It's been a while since I"ve written a blog, but here I am! So much has changed, and yet so LITTLE has changed. I'm settling in my new place in DC (near the convention center and chinatown, sweet!) and school starts next week. I feel like lately I've felt so negative about so many things in my life and I keep blaming it on so many things... but it's like, there are some things in life you can't change and you can either dwell on that or you can deal with it. Finally I'm choosing the latter. I'm going to stop whining, cursing the heavens, drinking my sorrows away. This weekend it was nice just being around people who make me realize there is some good to be found in life, even if it's in the little things. Ice skating in the Sculpture Gardens, visiting the Smithsonian museums, grabbing a drink (just one, not getting fucking plastered) with friends in Chinatown, seeing a movie, spending time alone to watch your favorite movies at home and listening to a favorite album that you forgot about. There is so much peace to be found in life. And I'm so glad that I'm ready to focus on those things now.

I guess I should update more on this, but I'm on a break at work and need to get back to business. There's more to say, so much more, and it will come... but this, I felt I needed to say.

Love you all. Life is good.

-Natacia